My Two Sons

When I was a little girl my dream was to get married and have two children, a little girl and a little boy.

BUT….Boys…I got boys!

I have always heard boys will be boys but they are so much easier to raise. How would I ever know the difference?  I had so many girl cousins that I had helped take care of through the years I was actually thankful God blessed me with two wonderful and healthy boys!

Becoming a mother was the happiest days of my life although through the years financial struggles living in a small town hit our household hard along with being very young parents and unfortunately after years of trying within 10 years our family was torn apart by divorce.  My boys remained strong and handled the transition well.  The traveling and visits were hard but made the hearts go stronger.

Although I would give my life for these boys, there comes the heartache too… their father remarried to a women who although she does not know me personally has tried to influence my children and has in some aspects brainwashed especially my youngest child since the time they chose to live with their father due to my move to a huge city.

Struggles to get relationships back are real….GOD IS REAL and through prayer by relationship with LG has never waivered however my relationship with ZT is still very tense although I work on it consistently.  I hope one day God will open his heart.

LG just recently got married to a beautiful young lady who I am proud to call my daughter-in-law.  He really couldn’t have picked a better one.

Although ZT has been dating a young lady for approximately 5 years and I think she is the one however he is worried about his relationship ending like his parents.

BOYS…..a mother’s love runs deep and I can’t imagine my life with out them.

I thank God every day for giving me Boys! And I am blessed that because of my work at home business I can now be there for them anytime!

My Two Sons….Never would I wish a different child such as you.

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